oh nak beli tak?
Jom Bantu Kawan Saya!
kenapa aku semacam penat?
deal with it
The fact that frustrations evolve inside me is the sign of my unhappiness. Its just a metaphor that I tends to get rid out of the head. The faster I ran away, the more irresistible it is. I could foresee my career at the edge of the cliff, and maybe my destiny is not in Oil&gas business. Why on earth am I thinking something like this? Such a dishearting, yup I know. But wait, am I telling the truth? Yes, im done with lies long time ago. I even promised not to sell any lies. Even with the top of the management? Absolutely. I did not have to tell any untruth facts, right? Sooner or later they will catch me. So I didn’t do any wrong today.
I am thinking, unhappiness. This is not such a good feeling. Frustrated of the surroundings. The denial grown-ups. For the things they messed up in their life. Will I be in the same boat as them? I don’t want to. I saw this afternoon, a truth story of a death. The motorcyclist was killed on the spot. And it was like 5 minutes of the real scene. I could hardly see the victim’s face as he was facing the road, and I could predict that he was no longer on earth, Innalillah. Will he be able to see the unhappiness and frustrated people around him?not anymore. Not anymore since he’s already back to where he really belongs to.
i have to leave the unhappiness and frustrated things. The future with colourful rainbow stripes. It is waiting for the right moment for everyone to seize them.
So deal with it like an adult.