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Waktu subuh, 31 Ogos 2009

AKu tak tidor lagi. dari semalam. dari lepas balik kerja pokol 330, lepas buka puasa, lepas sahur untuk keesokan harinya, aku masih lagi tak tidur. ari ni adalah ari yang gemilang. yer bukan sahaja sebab Malaysia menyambut kemerdekaan, dan letupan bunga api sana sini di tanah air ku yang aku tak dapat rasai bersama, tapi sebab...

1) hari ini aku pulang menaiki kereta bersama akak kesukaan aku yang aku senangi dan dapat berbual dengan rancaknya.seronok sebab dia easy going person. 

2) tiba-tiba aku dapat sms ketika di ofis "hari ini buker luar jom". wahh memang bes ni. memang okey sangat. 

3)jadi hari ini aku berbuka dengan mereka dan rakan-rakan baru. menu ari ni : paling utama adalah kepak ayam bbq, berserta kibas bbq, ayam masak merah, sayur goreng campur, air teh, air sirap..memang lazat sangat. kenyang tak terhingga. memang tak da dah diet2 aku. memang tak salah kalau aku balik Malaysia nanti semua orang akan pandang aku sepuluh kali dan tak dapat cam yang ini adalah aku. aku bahagia dowh. ha ha.

4)disebabkan hari ini hari merdeka dan aku pula berbuka bersama duta-duta Malaysia di bumi Sudan ini, maka wajiblah kita menghayati hari penuh bermakna ini kan. Ya dengan apa? dengan ape geng? dengan filem lama, YA AKULAH SARJAN HASSAN!! dengan berpandukan pancaran lcd ke dinding, memang layan dowh movie ni. 

5)balik rumah laporan dah ditolak ke tepi. sambung sedikit window-shopping. dan yes, hari ini battle terakhir. Terakhir bukan untuk aku, tapi untuk jiran-jiran sebelah rumah aku. Yer, mereka akan pulang. Pulang selamanya dan takkan kembali. cheewah. sedey siot. Main colet, layan borak, makan sardin-tak-roll-jadi-tiga-segi, layan air oren masam..memang kenangan!!!

Korang memang legend!!



Walaupun korang suka buli aku, tapi aku tetap boleh kalahkan korang main colet dan 3-9 okey. Selamat pulang ke tanah air wahai rakan-rakan [kecuali kau nan, selamat berdakwah iyer!]

Dan aku akan kembali mencari sinar kehidupan. Manusia datang dan pergi, tapi kenapa aku tak pergi-pergi lagi???


tido dulu geng.

bye.

seven is smiling to pursuit happiness.


its friday people. 7 ramadhan 1430. the seventh day of holy month.

and next week will be independence day of Malaysia. 31st august 1957, 52 years for Malaysia to free-the-dom. the people and the nation are no longer conquered by the so-called-evil people? no i doubt so. because if we weren't being colonized in those old good days, we won't be at this state we are in now. still, there are some people who just going to ruin everything. they are so annoying and i hope they die. 1Malaysia to all Malaysians. and even though i am (and still am) in Sudan, i guess 31august still an off day for me. seriously, 1Malaysia remember? no matter where you are, just enjoy the independence day, and of course the day off. off of the office sickness, off of the people that you don't wish to look at every day, and more sleep. the he he.

i am writing this entry is because of 7 ramadhan. 27 ramadahan i will be in the cozy home. surrounded by lovers. and filling the stomach with my only one chef wan. *smile* i got 20 days more to go through. oh ya, i haven't write any about my first experience fasting overseas right? to be truth, it is not hard at all. the feelings are just the same. same like the past 8 months that i already gone through. just some additional tarawikh together with the other madams. whom i love to meet, so that i got a chance to know them better,at least. and a hug from kak zila during my first ever tarawikh here was a real one, just like a mother hugging her daughter. and i could see the stagnant eyes full of love and concern. motherly hug. aaaa *feels like home*

this fasting days were the days that i had abg jai to cook for me. the he he. its because i know he can cook so much better than me. and the taste was just like going to the next door restaurant. superb cooking. with more companies. all the kvtc guys and a small girl. well, there is nothing to ashamed of. its not that i don't know how to cook at all, i just want to feel the real break fast with some other guys that i can call a family. duhh, sounds pathetic?don't be.

so yesterday i made some sardine-puffs. hope the 7 years lover will loves me more.


ramadhan kareem peeps. don't forget to wish me back "allahu akram". to friends and foes, i will be in Seremban this Eid. i will be seeing each of you soon. till then, hugs and kisses from Khartoum,Sudan.






p/s: aci tak nak buat salam perantauan walaupun tak beraya di perantauan? sekali je nie beb. boleh kan kan? agak-agak Utusan nak paparkan tak aku nye salam perantauan nanti?

1Malaysia the he he. [tiga dari kiri yang berdiri pakai baju biru itu rahman tau. sorry rahman]

p/s:oh i miss you!


okey. aku cakap aku rindukan dia.

berkali-kali aku cakap.

muka bersungguh2.

jiwa dan raga aku serahkan.

semua untuk dia.

semua sebab aku rindukan dia sangat2.

aku rindukan bau dia. aku rindukan suara berdesing dia. aku rindukan bebelan dia pada aku. ahhh rindu sangat.

tapi...

kenapa dia diam membatu?

kenapa tak ada sebutir pon bicara yang dia lafazkan?

kenapa dia memalingkan diri dari aku?

hodohkan aku?

tak sesuai kah aku di samping nya?

kenapa?



sampai hari ini aku masih terpinga-pinga.






sampai hati kau. sampai hati kau.


naseb baek aku masih ada 2 lagi spiderman yg tetap membalas rindu aku pd mereka.


p/s: oh i miss you!

A DumDimDum that rocks the show!!


i never believe in fairy tales. even its my sleeping friend during childhood time.  i don't believe in happily ever after. that's crap. there is no such thing as that. there is no happily ever after if you don;t even know how to work on it. and you won't be living in fairy tales if you do not know how to live in it. its crap. crappy world.

i was once a champion in story telling competition. beats me. i was not a shy girl, was outspoken, and i did not know how the feeling to be scared. and try me, i was more than you think. but that was in the past. the past that really made me believe in fairy tales. the past that leaded me to happily ever after. 

but how does it looks like now? is the fairy godmother still exists? 

nope. that was bullshit.

usaha kita nasib kita.

frustration will only brings me to death.



A Ramadhan's Gift

Another month to go through is the ninth month of Islamic Calendar. Yup, its fasting period for all the Muslims, all around the world. Despite your 16 or 14 or 12 hours of fasting, you need to fast for the sake of Allah.

And this is the first ever (and maybe the last) experience for me. To fast in foreign country, to be surrounded by people whom is not in blood-relation with me, and to perform Tarawikh in Sudan. And at least, i thank Allah for giving me another chance to complete another fasting period.

Just so you know, my working hours will be shorten, as short as from 830 am till 330 pm. and the rest of the day, will be doing good deeds , as far as i concern to read more Quran. Because this is a special month for the Muslims, all the setans have been tied up, and if you are still doing bad things means you are a setan of your own. i remember once how i did a bad thing during fasting period, setan betol. Please forgive me people for my setaness before. :)

Nur Qaseh Qistina is the gift for this Ramadhan. Surely it is more meaningful to my sister and her husband, as well as Tok Min and Nek Mon. How i wish i was there to be with them this whole holy month.

I just can't wait for the eid. To be blissful with families around me. To kiss nur QQ sepenuh hati,abes awak auntie gomol-gomol. Even without baju kurung, or new Raya heels. Damn.




Nur QQ is sleeping. Ohh sangat baby la awak ni, cepat lah besar!! Nanti kita boleh pergi shopping!!

siapa ituuu???

1.dhia irdienna aziamira
2.mohd dzhairul ammaar
3.dania irienna aziamira
4.nur liya qistina?????

sape itu? sapa yang berjaya bertakhta di nombor empat?? haa nantikan!!! sebab aku pon tak kenal dia sapa...hehe

do i really carry the name?

i was once told that your name has created your life; either influenced by your name or your family name. fuziana. or tusimin. which one?

out of curiosity i need to know the principle of my name. even tho it is not an arabic name, i believe that i can become master of my own name. lets see what fuziana brings you. (sok lusa korang boleh la letak nama anak-anak korang yer, don't worry i won't charge for the royalty)

as Fuziana, i seek change, travel, new opportunities and new challenges. i am active, restless nature demands action and i hate system and monotony. I am versatile and capable, i can do any job well, although i dislike menial tasks. i can organize the work of others, but somehow i am impatient to see the job done efficiently, so I would likely step right in and do it myself. Seriously, i just don't know how to work in sales and promotion. ANd my favorite expression will be "I know".

The crucial thing is that, this name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the solar plexus, worry, and mental tension. OH MY ABAH, don't worry i don't blame you... i am proud to be a Javanese!!(oh kan best kalau macam Japanese kan hihi)

Jalan-Jalan Cari Makan Lagi-Kandahar

Tadaaaa~~ Dah Lama aku tak tulis entri pasal makanan kan kan kan? ni la dia, tiba-tiba terasa nak habaq mai kat korang semua...Haaa Kami2 kat sini tak makan kambing ya...jangan igt kami makan kambing..Kat sudan nie, siapa yang makan kambing eh dia la terasa pening nya, eh bukan sapa makan kambing alamatnya dipandang hina la olh masyarakat sekeliling, cheewah o-ver...sebab mereka ni makan kibas saja gamaknya...mcm mana rupa kibas? haa sila google sendiri.. tapi mmg beza kibas dan kambing nie...ekor dio lebat, bulu tebal, daging sedappp woooo....

Kat malaysia aku nie bukan lah pencinta kambing ataupun kibas..perghh mmg tak lalu makan la, tapi kat sini..sodap jang...pekena air tangan acik nie lenyek2 tomato dijadikan cicah dengan roti, perghh tangkap lelehhhhhhhh~~~~

perjalanan dari kompleks ke Kandahar je dah memakan masa hampir 2 jam, mana tak nya kene singgah dulu Souk Omdurman la, p pick up abg Jai and Pak Brahim..sekali tengok derang p muzium yang ade tomb Mahdi (Khalifah)..pergi tak ajakkkkk sioootttt...Pak Brahim plak pergi beli benih2 jerji...ala ulam orang sudan, satu-satu nya ulam yang kek ado kat sini...nak tengok macam mana rupa? haaa nanti aku paste gamba sepam dua kat sini.

Dah sampai Kandahar, lalat pulak.berkerumun waa cakap sama lu. Musim dio nie, bak kata nan si Ustaz Siam. Ape lagi, mereka pun tala asap2 kemenyan ke hape tah supaya halau geng2 lalat tu. Jamil merangkap ahli rombongan dan pakcik2 experience sekalian pon pergi lah mengorder...order sekali 3kg kaorufff bang ...aku cam, alamk banyak gila weiii....

Sejam tunggu. Panas buntut dah menunggu. APa lagi, aku pun kuarkan khidmat sakti kamera ku. Berbekalkan Panasonic Lumix DMC FS-3 8.1MPxl, ku persembahkan gambar-gambar di bawah!!! Enjoy!!! (kenyang tak terkata, panas dan aircond membuatkan ku dibuai mimpi dalam perjalanan pulang tatkala derang sempat singgah di KVTC, dan lalu melayan eskem yang sedap sangat!!!)

Fakta menarik hari ini:

1) kaoruf = kibas. Jammal - unta, daging nya boleh di makan (naiff gila aku), dan sgt kenyal daging unta, tak sedap!! unta tua!!!

2) tomb imam mahdi - dibuka tiap2 Jumaat dan Sabtu ya, siapa2 nak pergi muzium khalifah pergi la time2 gini baru syok

3) makcik memotong tak perlukan chopping board, tangan kanan dio pegang pisau, tangan kiri jadi pengalas, hebat betol! chef wan pon kalah!!

4) nak tunggu kaoruf masak nie makan masa sejam lebey, lepastu matahari dah tegak atas kepala, kedai ni pulak takda kipas, jadi memang berpeluh ketiak la kau makan!! tapi puas bebbb!!!

5) kedai Kat kandahar nie, takdo meja ke kerusi ke, siap ada katil boleh layan tido sepam dua sementara tunggu daging masak..Malaysia mana berani buat gini kan?

sekawan kaoruf yang akan ditelan oleh perut-perut gergasi...

kaoruf yang telah ditelanjangkan, awww tak maluu~~~

tadaaa, dimasak dia tas bara arang...perghh rangupp!!

Rupe kedai di Kandahar, amacam siap ada bantal,bole tido sementara tunggu makanan siap..wakakak.....

Nyum Nyum menyelerakan!!!Bedallll

Ni senaman setelah kenyang perut dan suka hati..(cuba memahami apa yang aku sedang lakukan)


Adios AMigos!!Nanti kita bertemu di waktu yang lain, stay tuned!! Ingat, www.lampukipaskomputerr.blogspot.com

MUAHHHHH~~

nekad aku tak kan boleh di ubah

aku rasa aku ini takde la hebat mana. cume aku tahu aku bole buat kerja dgn pantas, dan quite reliable. cheewah. tapi nak kata solutions aku kasi amatlah kreatif dan sangat mudah untuk diaplikasi mcm satu dalam sejuta. bahkan berjuta2 lemon yang jatuh dr langit pun tetap sukar nak cari solution aku yg boleh pakai. tapii kenapa eh?

akhir-akhir ini ramai sangat yang tanya. pasal apa? pasal extend. extend kerja di sudan. extend duduk di negara panas dan debu (which is aku dah tak kisah pon). dan extend untuk berjauhan dengan mak aku. ooo mai ooo maii. boleh ke? konfem la aku jawab tanak kan?

tapi rata-rata sume ape sebab musabab yang aku keluarkan derang macam tak boleh terima. sebab apa? 1) projek kt KL tak banyak dan tak bergerak pon. 2) best ape dodok sini, dapat allowance lebey. 3) kenapa? tak suka ker kerja sini? 4)ala u bukan NAK BALIK DAN KAHWIN PON.BKN ADA LAKI TUNGGU KT RUMAH.

memang. memang laser . laser sejauh 10km menusuk dalam hati. abes tu, MAK APAK AKU KAT RUMAH TU APE? TUNGGUL KAYU?

takpayah la extend. mak dah tua. itu kata-kata puan maimon.

jadi, aku nekad, letak la pisau kat ibu jari kelingking aku. tabur la beribu-ribu crystals dari asfour. pasang lah jakuzzi dalam bilik air pon. aku tetap tak nak.

jadi sekian. tiada siapa bole ubah keputusan aku. sebab mak. mak aku satu je kt dunia. cukuplah aku tinggalkan dia setahun.

Some Info ..Just Be extra careful..

The groups recommended to receive the H1N1 influenza vaccine include:

  • Pregnant women - they are at higher risk of complications and can potentially provide protection to infants who cannot be vaccinated;
  • Household contacts and caregivers for children younger than 6 months of age - younger infants are at higher risk of influenza-related complications and cannot be vaccinated.
  • Healthcare and emergency medical services personnel - infections among healthcare workers have been reported and this can be a potential source of infection for vulnerable patients.
  • All people from 6 months through 24 years of age
    • Children from 6 months through 18 years of age - we have seen many cases of novel H1N1 influenza in children and they are in close contact with each other in school and day care settings, which increases the likelihood of disease spread, and
    • Young adults 19 through 24 years of age -we have seen many cases of novel H1N1 influenza in these healthy young adults and they often live, work, and study in close proximity, and they are a frequently mobile population; and,
  • Persons aged 25 through 64 years who have health conditions associated with higher risk of medical complications from influenza.
Symptoms..
CHILDREN:
  • Fast breathing or trouble breathing
  • Bluish or gray skin color
  • Not drinking enough fluids
  • Severe or persistent vomiting
  • Not waking up or not interacting
  • Being so irritable that the child does not want to be held
  • Flu-like symptoms improve but then return with fever and worse cough


ADULTS:

  • Difficulty breathing or shortness of breath
  • Pain or pressure in the chest or abdomen
  • Sudden dizziness
  • Confusion
  • Severe or persistent vomiting
  • Flu-like symptoms improve but then return with fever and worse cough
WHAT YOU SHOULD DO?
  • Stay informed. Health officials will provide additional information as it becomes available.
  • Cover your nose and mouth with a tissue when you cough or sneeze. Throw the tissue in the trash after you use it.
  • Wash your hands often with soap and water, especially after you cough or sneeze.
For more information: http://www.cdc.gov/h1n1flu/

A quick vacation!

I like to travel a lot. I like to spend hours in the flight, talking and making new friends. I love exploring new interesting places. I love backpacking!! I love adventure the most!!!!

ANd for the last weekend, I visited Cairo and Alexandria in Egypt! Egypt is only 2 and half hours by plane from Sudan, (since they are neighbors)..I met a crazy 33 years old lady who went to Beirut in Lebanon for only lipo suction that costs her 150k USD, while listening to her dramatic stories plus the tears ok, and finally we became good friends in only 2 hours time!!

Arriving in Egypt was not that hard, since i already predicted how the Arabics behave, and i have been practicing the same attitude like them this whole 8 months, only towards the people like them!! so i was like not having some sort of mental or culture extrusion!! But i Guess you had bad memories with them for 2 and half hours, right tisha? well, welcome to Arab!!!

and there i was, spending with three my friends in Egypt for 3 days and 2 nights...with the hope that we can go all around cairo and alexandria, well it was not enough tho!!!! but at least, i managed to go around the two big cities, which was so amazing and beautiful!!!!!

to those who cannot stand the dirtiness and hotness plus the sand storm ( including me), please please don't ever visit Cairo especially during summer. But Alexandria was superb!!! The Mediterranean sea was a breath taking, the art and technology of African Library was one in million and the fortress of Salahuddin Ayubi was so strategic!!

If i were given more time, i wish to visit Mount Sinai and Cleopatra Beach, and not to forget National Muzeum of Egypt. Well there is always next time!!! Till then, enjoy the piccas!!!

Sphinx idung penyek

the three symmetrical pyramids, Khufu, Khafra, and Menkaura...
Yup I owned Menkaure.. hehe

Aza the photographer..

Al-Azhar University

Imam Shafie's tomb

Imam Shafie's mosque , inside it there is his tomb

Souk Khan El-Khalili

Asfour, the crystal factory

Hard Rock Cafe Cairo, mahal!!!

Mediterranean Sea, the beach...

From far, the light house

Biggest African Library, belongs to Unesco

Sultan Salahudin Ayubi's fortress

Partners in Crime : Tisha my favorite noona!! Azanin, the overseas companion, and Pijat the boyfriend...Great to spend the time with you guys!!!!

somebody told me ,YOU ARE ABSENT-MINDED!!!

1. Take classes to learn something you've been wanting to learn and understand. [kelas baru bukak, i register kelas bahasa Arab]

2. Do games and puzzles. Such as Soduku. [but its a sad thing i dont even know what to do with the boxes in Soduku, care to help me?]

3. Read often, with different types of books. Magazines. Newspapers. [oke tick,done!]

4. Memorize your groceries list. [OMG nanti i tak ingat mcm mana?sia-sia je keluar g kedai,dahla panas]

5. Play computer brain games. [fastfood empire game included tak?]

6. Test and monitor your memory with special attention. [ada mesin menguji minda tak?pinjam sikit...]

7. Write and edit more and more in your blog. [ooouh another reason to concentrate in writing]

8. Meditate often. [doa banyak2 je, sure tenang otak]

9. Eat foods containing omega acids...like FISH!!!

10. Perform math functions.Often. [oh i likeeeeeeeeee tapiii dahh karattttt cekguu tolong saya!!]

11. Learn new words everyday. Like today, palindrome. :0

12. Use your left hand if you are right handed, and vice versa. Yeah start it with using your mouse with the left hand. Awkward aaa?

13. Learn to play music while read. Mozart maybe?

14. Draw or paint. Draw your own reflection. ada berani?

15. Never avoid breakfast, its essential for your mind and body. [milk with cereals oke,complete!]

16. Exercise!!!its good for your body and mind too!!! [Jom pergi Gym? hehs]





p/s:i rasa i tak boleh jadi good engineer la.i am at my 30% of giving up. shesssh...

what happened to the world PEOPLE?

hari itu cuaca terang dan tenang. seronok! lepak di bawah lepas kerja. nak pergi kedai nampak gaya nya... tapi tiba2 ada sekumpulan tgh syiok borak...eh jom la join kan, sure ade topik2 hangat di pasaran ni, aa i likeee!!!

"umur kau dah bape ji?"
"hmm baru je doploh lima, i kan muda lagi ..hihihi"
"oh ye la kau nampak mcm 18"
"wahaha kan, saya mmg nampak muda, awet muda la katakan"
"ahhh muda ape nye, kau dh doploh lima, XXXX dah ada anak dah sorang time nie, kau bila lagi?"
"ala leks je la, nanti2 lah, kite enjoy dulu!!(gaya sedikit mcm puteri)"
"tua dah kau ni"

...

ketika dalam ofis, rasa bosan, petu rasa nak meliar2 kacau lah seorang senior nie. hehs,lame pon tak borak dengan dia, sure ade politik baru yang boleh absorb dlm otak.

"u balik for good bile?"
"hmm ujung tahun ni la...mid dec insyaALLAH"
"ohhh extend la, dok malaysia pon bukan ada apa, project tak best, kawin pon tak lagi.ehh umur u dah brapa?"
"ala baru doploh lima je, muda la gi laa"
"ish tua dah tu utk perempuan..i 24 dah kawin, tua dah u nie...."

...

Seronok-seronok makan. lahap sekali makan. tiba-tiba tersedak, "padan lah kau tak kawin lagi, makan pon lahap je"


cuba kau orang tengok, aku amik gambar pon senget2 lagi, pakai beg masih lagi yang bersilang, baju pun mak aku cakap pinjam baju dhia yang nakal dan senget tu, ada hati cakap aku dah tua? buta kot sume orang. doploh lima tu MUDA lagi la weii!!!! kecoh jek cakap i tua dan tak kawin lagi mak i pon tak bising bahkan gembira i mcm kanak2 lagi..u ol jeles sbb i awet muda kan kan kan???????? lariiiiiiiii nantiiii keneeee pukulllllllL~~~~~~~~~emakkk anaaaa baruuuu sepolohhhh tahunnnnnnnnn~~~ hihihihi

1 august is dull...

because of you, you made me miss you a lot..


have fun tho dear!



will be waiting for you...



*sobbing*