empty talk.

maybe i bore you.maybe i am not.
so bear with me for a minute, even for a glimpse..

there's two songs keep rewinding in my empty-mind...
and yup,that's right..BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY...and i can be happy like DANCING QUEEN..
hell ya, you don't care right? but then, that's the state im in now. so complicated and unavoidable, so bear with me again.

i don't wish to talk about politics here, i dun noe how to write it well,not even to understand them every single thing. im a grown up, and its a grown up thingy rite? bla bla bla.....

what interest me the most is sudan, and getting to noe khartoum itself. even though part of me wants to be home badly, but rationally speaking, nothing cannot be undone, thus lets just go through this. i barely know everything bout khartoum, yet...looking at the so-called-town itself, most of the names were from Arabic, and even the folks here speaking Arabic.."tamam fuziana?" "halas namshi!!" "kaifa haluki?" "ma isbuk?" the same greetings i got everyday..its kind of a good learning, i guess. haha.

this coming february will be the next chapter of my life.u remember aisha? we r planning to go to the field,here,in sudan. can u i magine it? Well, i CAN!!! i can imagine how hard it will be compared to offshore malaysia...having heard to the stories from experience ones, i guess i really need to find out the scenario myself, and have the most valuable experience once in lifetime... from khartoum to the base camp then to the rig itself, it will be the coolest (????) activity then!!! hehe... the route will be like taking the airplane to the base camp, then riding 4-wd from base camp to the onshore(rig) , passing by some native, rural, remote whatever u name it, villages. and this time around we need to be extra careful!!why? because, i might be their victim!! =p will update when it really occurred then!!

so then,today is the 3rd weekend here, will be going out to souk al-jabar(spelling???) tomorrow...to find some good clothing for dear abah,and all the men in the house. as for the ladies, i'll shop for mak,akak,long in dubai lah! lagi kool~ muahhh...


xoxo