mengomel.

i never want to talk about Encik D here..that was my intention initially..

because, things are so private and personal.and its better to keep em in me.
but recently i did talk a lot bout Encik D right?oh gosh.i hope he doesnt even read this, not even remembering my blog's name."i just dunt like my private life being publicize"he said once. sy rasa mcm artis pulak.

why do we need a man by our side?if we do is just complaining all the time?maybe my expectation is too high, and too deep? well, maybe. or for sure. i guess, he is perfect, no doubt. so caring, so much love around, and b there for me. so what the hell are you complaining about?if i were to answer the question raised by myself, i would rather make it in silence. why?because there are certain things which i shouldn't say it out loud, just hoping everybody to nod, and pretend to understand. got it?

some "pesanan":-

to mr slasher ec (if u come across my blog): tengok aku mumble menda merepek2 kan dalam blog, so does this includes in thinking,reflecting,and writing? hehe...

to tisha: i miss u,noona. when can i ever c u again? i guess end of year kan. make sure kite punye plan utk ke NZ menjadi yer syg!

to lina:gosh, everything seems wrong when u r not around, even my laughter is gone.gone with the dryness in the air. and i am suffering for not spending my money and time with a shopaholic like u. sob~sob

sy rasa nanti satu hari sy ingin menulis surat la kepada kawan2 saya...rasa macam seronok pulak..menulis umthing ttp tidak smpai pada empunya diri...kan mcm syok sendiri itu..hehe


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peristiwa kelakar :

dat day i was invited to come over a house, a kakak and abang who will be going back to malaysia for good.(gosh i wish i am that person, but nvm, i will survive!!).. oke...the family is really a kind hearted one, and that day was the day of giving away their old-but-still-useable items to me. and the kakak was like, "umm ambil je ape yg awak nak ambil"..and i was like"ye ke?"(smbil mengutip2 segala makanan2 yg dia ade, all those cereals, sos cili (since kt snie TAKDE sos cili), and everything that i could carry with my two hands)...and added a rack of those-tiny-container for the stuffy that u add-in in cookings...im sooo excited and thrilled!!!... with handful, i started to make my way back to my own apartment...and the ending conversation was like this:

Ana : thanks Kak **** (nama dirahsiakan), semoga selamat balik ke malaysia...(sambil waving2 ke arah ABg E and he gave me two thumbs up..cayalah bro!!!)..
Kak ****:oke, selamat masak2..
Ana add some more(kunun2 to be very2 friendly la):and akak, selamat bersalin...
Kak ****:oh nie(smbil usap2 perut dia)..tak lah...
Ana:oh tak ke...(sengih2 kerang busuk)..ok kak, bye2

fuhh, dengan pantas sy cuba menggelakkan keadaan yg amat menggusarkan itu. how come i did mention that? well, the belly looks like a preggy one, but hey, she's not pregnant ok!! i repeat, NO GROWING FETUS IN THE TUMMY!! and i dun even dare to look upon that Kak **** face, ahhh malu sangatt!! (ke sy yg dh malukan dia??)

how did that spilled out from my mouth??

****&*^%$##%@&^* feeling inside...

all i can do now is....HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA


xoxo