i am OK!!

no, im not okey!!suddenly i got this headache,been trying to "remove" it for the past 3 hours;i tried to get some sleep, drank a bottle of warm water, slow down the aircond, doing some exercise just to reheat the body, but it seems nothing. and its still there.

just now i am sititing on the bed, feeling homesick and lonely. how i wish mak is here, to ease the pain when i get to lay my head on her lap. oh really, it is so comfy and the feeling will be even better than the past ten days. i can't wait for ramadhan to past, and there aidilfitri will come!! the ticket was already confirmed and i will be flying back this aidilfitri, hoorayy!! biarlah orang ckp aku ni tak thrill tak beraya di overseas, tak kisahhhhh asalkan aku tak menages beraya sorang2...yay2,dapat makan ayam masak merah mak...

but it is like three months away, another 3 empty months to go..*sigh*hell ya, i know i can do it just fine,and i will bare all the homesickness..and my mind will focusing at works that i need to get done before i can finally celeb8 hari raya..yeahh self motivating peeps!!!!

now, i just need someone to blow away this headche...its killing!!!!grrrrrrrrr


but i am not going to cry ok???you are 25 for godsake.