its all not within my expectations.
wild imaginations are becoming a real story.
and its a replication.
so much as i look into my brains and tried to recall everything.
or does evil-some is trying to cast a spell on me?
but its disheartening.
and i cant imagine having these all my life.
i hope one day things will be realized. i always hope.
its the price that i pay huh?
but i still think i dont deserve this.