how does it feels?

oil price drops again...down to USD40 per bbl, or even below that..(which i use USD 35 for my case study)..

aih, ilang lah bonus tahun nie kan? itu je yg sy pikir ke?

nope, i dont want to talk about the oil price globally, but look at it in very tiny scope, at my own company..not even petronas, carigali itself.oil price is dropping, but then evrything else is still at a high amount (the steel, manpower, services..bla bla)...and mathematically speaking, we will have unprofitable project. and maybe we dont have our own money to kick start a project. what will happen then? LU PIKIRLAH SENDIRI -nabil.

i remember once, the Chairman of Sudan Operation, lets call him by Mr N , stated that Carigali is at its loss, dont have enough CAPEX, and what we have to offer to the others partners(since im in J-O-C )? Our Own Technical Skills! and that is why you guys, the young engineers have to undergone so-called ACD program, to accelerate everything, and be on track like those who already experince, like whootttt whoottt... sume mereka tlh berpengalaman macam 10-15 tahun kot..gosh!

okey, enuff bout works..buat saya pusing sahaja..

taken @ OSLO, hehe,bukan saya yg pergi oke...

i was being soooo stupid just now, oh lupe nak bagitahu ini cerita lain...
around 430 pm, i received a call from the acting boss(bila boss sebenar takde ade la stand in boss, iaitu di panggil bos berlakon, ataupun nak lebih canggih dlm English acting boss la)..

A-Boss : Fuziana, ptg nie ade PAWA..
Me : PAWA? ape tu En Boss?
A-Boss:ala, mcm......(dia terhenti seketika, cari kata-kata untuk menjelaskan)
Me:mcm meeting sempoi2 ke? (sbb lepas office hours ok, sbb itu sy igt sempoi2)
A-Boss: a ah lebey krg la, nt u dtg kol 530 ok (see i told u, after office hours ok)

then i was like, Oh-okey...

dgn gembiranya, sy pulang ke rumah, rasa rimas pulak pakai baju kerja, jam br 5.15 ptg, rasa cm sempat tuka baju nie, so sy pun tuka la baju utk ke meeting...

kawan dah telefon, jum turun katanya...

segera sy keluar, menekan butang lif untuk ke G
berjalan dgn pantas , dan kemudian tibalah di bilik mesyuarat...

YA ALLAH, KENAPALAH AKU NIE BENGAP SANGAT? MALU NYE.....

yes, everybody was like, soooooo formal, with tie and office attire, plus with socks ok!
and what am i?
i was the only lady, wearing a jeans, with a buruk-black t-shirt, and a SELIPAR ok!
and guess what?
the PRESIDENT was there!!!!
whooottttttttttttttttttttt~~~~~~~~

-the end-(dlm hati, matilah penampilan buruk aku ini)

is it hard?

its damn hard, to leave home..seriously....arriving dubai was fun..full of shopping complexes, and summore byk la org2 berkulit putih and those mixed cultures...yeah..nice dubai, i like!!!

but then, at 630 pm was the worst ever in my life, touched down at khartoum so-called international airport, but look around u, hey look around man...is this INTERNATIONAL? subang nye airport lagi lawa down, aku tak tipu. ok,whatever la kan. a tall,dark man, wearing white jubah was already waiting for me, with a big sign board PETRONAS FUZIANA TUSIMIN!! yay, there was my driver, even tho he such a skinny man , tp dier larat bwk baggage aku yg 50 kg. nonsense rite? but its true!! i bought 50kg plus stuffs, i dunno what inside it, but all i know i already exceed the baggage (ade ke business class 30kg je)..so dumb!! i need to pay extra like RM3400 kot!! 3k man, darn!!

so..my first impression of khartoum is WHERE THE HELL IS THE LAMPS?JALAN BERTURAP?PEMANDU YG SOPAN?KEDAI MAKANAN YG MURAH? no theres no such things here, darkness is around me.....hahahahaha...and all i can see is DEBU!! nak masuk ofis pun debu.....................sabar je la kan?