bolehkah aku memiliki kau nanti?
aku berfikir.
untuk mencintai kita harus berkorban.
dan apabila mencintai tidak semuanya akan kita miliki.
jadi tak semua cinta itu indah.
kerana kita tidak pasti sama ada akan memiliki atau tidak.
dan kerana itu, aku tidak pasti untuk bercinta lagi atau tidak.
adakah aku akan melepaskan kau wahai sang cinta??
dan beralih cintaku kepada cinta yg lebeh azali dan hakiki??
biarkan aku berfikir lagi.
i am OK!!
no, im not okey!!suddenly i got this headache,been trying to "remove" it for the past 3 hours;i tried to get some sleep, drank a bottle of warm water, slow down the aircond, doing some exercise just to reheat the body, but it seems nothing. and its still there.
just now i am sititing on the bed, feeling homesick and lonely. how i wish mak is here, to ease the pain when i get to lay my head on her lap. oh really, it is so comfy and the feeling will be even better than the past ten days. i can't wait for ramadhan to past, and there aidilfitri will come!! the ticket was already confirmed and i will be flying back this aidilfitri, hoorayy!! biarlah orang ckp aku ni tak thrill tak beraya di overseas, tak kisahhhhh asalkan aku tak menages beraya sorang2...yay2,dapat makan ayam masak merah mak...
but it is like three months away, another 3 empty months to go..*sigh*hell ya, i know i can do it just fine,and i will bare all the homesickness..and my mind will focusing at works that i need to get done before i can finally celeb8 hari raya..yeahh self motivating peeps!!!!
now, i just need someone to blow away this headche...its killing!!!!grrrrrrrrr
but i am not going to cry ok???you are 25 for godsake.
just now i am sititing on the bed, feeling homesick and lonely. how i wish mak is here, to ease the pain when i get to lay my head on her lap. oh really, it is so comfy and the feeling will be even better than the past ten days. i can't wait for ramadhan to past, and there aidilfitri will come!! the ticket was already confirmed and i will be flying back this aidilfitri, hoorayy!! biarlah orang ckp aku ni tak thrill tak beraya di overseas, tak kisahhhhh asalkan aku tak menages beraya sorang2...yay2,dapat makan ayam masak merah mak...
but it is like three months away, another 3 empty months to go..*sigh*hell ya, i know i can do it just fine,and i will bare all the homesickness..and my mind will focusing at works that i need to get done before i can finally celeb8 hari raya..yeahh self motivating peeps!!!!
now, i just need someone to blow away this headche...its killing!!!!grrrrrrrrr
but i am not going to cry ok???you are 25 for godsake.
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di suatu sudut, seorang rakan karib melalui majlis pertunangan.
dan si rakan tidak memberitahu,sehingga dihidu sendiri beberapa minggu selepas itu.
perlukah aku berkecil hati?
aku menghantar proposal untuk di laksanakan. dan sedikit sebanyak update progress tentang case study yang di dalam proses ini.
"balik rumah u terus tido ke?when i was young, i worked late till 1 a.m,to do all of it by my bare hands, not depending on the software, they just bloody hell stupid machine"
adakah ini suatu cabaran yang aku perlu tempuhi?
hari demi hari, makin bertambah bungkusan pos laju untuk aku. semuanya hasil tamak haloba dan nafsu lahanat membeli. dan bulan september menjadi saksi semua itu.
perlukah aku menamatkan pembaziran ini?
di dalam pejabat, seorang rakan yang pernah mendiami Malaysia selama dua tahun, mula tertanya-tanya.
"why malaysia is not peaceful anymore?why is the indians and chinese did not get the same previliges as the malays? why the indians are becoming the protest of Malaysian's goverment?"
adakah aku terkelu?
seorang atok menangisi dan mengasihani cucunya yang terpaksa di letakkan di suatu tempat penjagaan kanak-kanak sewaktu ibu dan bapanya sedang sebok bekerja di siang hari.
inikah di namakan kehidupan?
dan si rakan tidak memberitahu,sehingga dihidu sendiri beberapa minggu selepas itu.
perlukah aku berkecil hati?
...
aku menghantar proposal untuk di laksanakan. dan sedikit sebanyak update progress tentang case study yang di dalam proses ini.
"balik rumah u terus tido ke?when i was young, i worked late till 1 a.m,to do all of it by my bare hands, not depending on the software, they just bloody hell stupid machine"
adakah ini suatu cabaran yang aku perlu tempuhi?
...
hari demi hari, makin bertambah bungkusan pos laju untuk aku. semuanya hasil tamak haloba dan nafsu lahanat membeli. dan bulan september menjadi saksi semua itu.
perlukah aku menamatkan pembaziran ini?
...
di dalam pejabat, seorang rakan yang pernah mendiami Malaysia selama dua tahun, mula tertanya-tanya.
"why malaysia is not peaceful anymore?why is the indians and chinese did not get the same previliges as the malays? why the indians are becoming the protest of Malaysian's goverment?"
adakah aku terkelu?
...
seorang atok menangisi dan mengasihani cucunya yang terpaksa di letakkan di suatu tempat penjagaan kanak-kanak sewaktu ibu dan bapanya sedang sebok bekerja di siang hari.
inikah di namakan kehidupan?
i love longg flowwwy vintage dress
so i have been requesting a nice long maxi for me,maybe a vintage one..or a little bit flowery here and there. its just a matter of the design either it fits me right and the length does not forbid me to walk,at least. and for these few days, i am searching for the best one for me, but yet i need to come out for a pick. the brand has never been a problem or a big headache to me,cap ayam ke i leks je ..i just need the right number of cutting oke cutting dirahsiakan nanti ade pulak agensi supermodel nak amik i jadi model sbb aku bz jadi aku malas *gedik* or UK6 or as a petite malaysian, XS or S will do. hehs.
so you know mr D,i am eyeing for two dresses already, and i know you know better what to do next =p ohh so much love in the air~
i know i look a little bit exaggerate wearing a long maxi since i am quite a tall girl??well not really.hihi.
or
half length wear and knee high boots??wowiee boleh tonggang kude terus niee....note:shikin happy gila dalam gambar ni,sekian.
or
lebey elok je aku pakai macam nie?nampak lebey ke arah 15 thn????
what say you??
so you know mr D,i am eyeing for two dresses already, and i know you know better what to do next =p ohh so much love in the air~
i know i look a little bit exaggerate wearing a long maxi since i am quite a tall girl??well not really.hihi.
is maxi really suits me? oh caol aku pinjam gambau husband kau jap.....
or
half length wear and knee high boots??wowiee boleh tonggang kude terus niee....note:shikin happy gila dalam gambar ni,sekian.or
lebey elok je aku pakai macam nie?nampak lebey ke arah 15 thn????what say you??
